oh sigh

Big intentions? Check. Story ideas? Check. Backing off of game playing? Check. Sorta. Sitting down and writing? Fail. *sighs* Still playing the Sims BuildIt game, too much. If it was regular Sims I wouldn’t feel so guilty because that actually ‘tickles’ my muse quite a bit and allows her to choose directions I might not have come up with.

On the other hand, I have gotten some house work done that I had been putting off. *sighs*

I recently finished a book. A mystery. It had a lot of promise, the blurb sounded so intriguing. It did not live up to the blurb. The protagonist was totally unlikeable and I could not muster any empathy for her, at all. Took me a long time to finish that book, in fact, in my review I even stated it was a tedious read. So that even put me off of reading, for crying out loud. Grrr.

Still haven’t written anything, other than blog posts and now a review – but I did start another book that I’m liking. Maybe I’m back on the right track? We shall see… m’kay, I am so outtie….

Oh sigh

Okay, after I got Scrivener set up and updated my writing – see here – I had a nice visit with my daughter and family, made the tough decision to not take Triste [now named Jemma, Dingy is keeping her] because she and Stevie didn’t get along… she was sneak attacking the Collies from under the couch, biting their feet and legs; Luna whined in her typical worried tone and wanted to be friends but not a chew toy – she ended up staying in another room *frowns* whereas Stevie was like, bullshit and snapped at Triste in an I’m-the-adult-you-better-behave type thing. But, Triste stood her ground as the badass 7-week-old puppy, and I had a frickin’ mini-dogfight in full swing! So I told my daughter, nope, nada, ain’t having it – I can’t keep her. *sighs*

Bear in mind, I was going on like 3 hours sleep that day, too… damn this perpetual insomnia… Back to writing. M’kay, so I had finished chapter one and now have a full scene finished in chapter two – and hit a frickin’ block… arghhhhh! I want to write, I really do, but I am so stuck on which way to go, it’s frustrating. Trouble is, I have several, like… mini thoughts, concerning this story. Like, the start of ideas, that flit in and then vanish before I can get a firm grasp on them – which, in my book, kinda proves I really want to work on the story, I just keep getting stuck.

So I haven’t researched/contacted any publishers concerning the Lynette/Lachlan story; their story is in Scrivener as Part 1, while the current story about Allison/Robert is Part 2. I haven’t done any graphics work for my domains or done any updates at all – which are grossly overdue. I did finish paying my April bills a few hours ago – but got slapped with late charges on two accounts while waiting for my new checkbook registers to arrive. *sighs* They were due yesterday and paid today.

I watched a puppy video on Facebook earlier today. And cried.

I’m so outtie….

Oh sigh

So I’ve had a couple of ‘bad’ writing days… there was the day my electricity was shut off while utility workers did some maintenance, alarms blaring, dogs flipping out, yada yada. There was the night I got a good start going, but hit a small block – I was trying to move on to the next scene but the scene I thought I had finished wouldn’t let go of me… frustrated, I thought I’d stop and go to bed since it was 3a.m. And thunderstorms hit, with lightening hitting so close to the house it was lit up like all of my lights were on and you could feel a hum inside… naturally, both Collies had to potty, but were absolutely terrified to go outside, so they kept whining and moaning, and when I finally gave up and laid down in bed, they each competed with one another to be closest to Mommy and walked up my body to lay on my neck. It ain’t easy to breathe with a 50+ pound Collie curled around your neck, lemme tell ya. Of course, I know it was how close the lightening was striking, that was scaring them. Luna doesn’t like loud noises but Stevie is pretty stoic and could care less as long as she’s got the center of the bed and a pillow! But that night, she was scared, too.

So my daily word count average for NaNoWriMo dropped to 1424 and it estimated I wouldn’t finish my novel until December 9, 2015. *sighs* Not good and not how I wanted my first time entering to go. On the upside, I did have all of my homework done and one of my peers volunteered to read and critique what I had written, see if she could brainstorm with me to get past that blockage.

Fortunately, an idea hit me and I went for it and, I think, successfully wrapped up the troublesome scene. My peer just got the story two days ago, before my muse helped out, so doesn’t know about the changes I’ve already completed. Had a good writing day, today, although turns out it was a little under 1600 words so only bumped my average up to what I should have been doing all along, 1667 words a day. Trouble is, site says I need to average 1719 a day cause right now I’m scheduled to hit the 50k marker on December 7, 2015. M’kay, I’m pleased with the improvement, but I really want to successfully complete the challenge on time.

As for homework, it shouldn’t take too long to complete the required reading, and for my thesis draft I can submit my chapter’s seven and eight – for the required word count of 2500-3000. The combined chapters are around 2800 words. Plus I need to write my discussion piece, which should be okay since it concerns POV on the fiction I’m reading for class. [And it’s all about Sookie! *laughs*] Naturally, I’m trying to focus more time, energy and thought into my story and hopefully make up for the bad writing days.

A solid week of drizzle/rain has left my body fairly sore, as well – kicks in the arthritis-type symptoms I’m plagued with. Not to mention the ongoing wet dog smell – and naturally I’m done writing about werewolves for the moment, so don’t need the olfactory help – and the continual tracking in of dark red Georgia clay. My kitchen tile looks atrocious and the carpeting in the den is officially a lost cause and will be replaced when I can afford it. *sighs* So yeah.

‘K, I need to start describing Kenneth’s house in the story, and then I’m putting my semi-happy butt to bed. With that said, I am so outtie….

**EDIT** Ohmygodohmygodohmygod! I just popped over to NaNoWriMo and saw Charlaine Harris is scheduled to give us a pep talk, soon! Oh. My. God. Can you tell I am excited?!?