I have been filled with so much rage, for quite some time now. Living in/with a lot of negativity is blowing my chi away. So I didn’t sleep last night, maybe a few 15-30 minute naps here and there. Unsure if I’m getting all the water I seem to require now, on a daily basis, but I am trying. Under the “Journey” category I would say I’m still smoking – slightly better than what I posted in May (a pack to a pack and a half a day) to a pack plus maybe 5 cig’s from a new pack….
I’m thinking most of my rage is coming from the actions, or lack of, from a few people that don’t affect me personally – but add to my daughter’s stress on a daily and I try to send her healing and positive energy as much as possible. And it’s kind of draining me to the point where I’m rage filled on a daily. Nothing I’m going to get into on here, period. And I have a doctors’ appointment in two days, so there’s that. Blood pressure check plus blood work, so, yeah. Seems to me I was going through another fml stage, for my last appointment, too.
Gotta walk and feed my critters, so I am so outtie….