Mmkay, still plugging away, turned down buying cigarettes when my daughter stopped to pick up some for her household. Yay, me! Vaped a tiny bit today, mainly when I went with my daughter and grandkids to Walmart, and daughter as well as adult granddaughter were smoking in the car. I did smoke one on the way but then used vape for rest of trip. Told my daughter I actually had selected a quit date – didn’t tell her what day I selected, though. She said she hoped to join my bandwagon shortly after me.
Didn’t really notice any lessoning of desire to smoke, although I honestly don’t know if Wellbutrin is supposed to do that. Still smoking from the last pack I opened yesterday/last night. So, fingers crossed that I’m actually slowing down once again. I still have a total of three packs left from my last carton. However, I did notice I was a bit more irritable towards the late afternoon. As my depression caused severe anger bordering on rage quite often, unknown if the irritability is related to my depression or not. I’m sure it isn’t from needing more nicotine cause, hello, I’m still smoking. I’ll keep an eye on it via this daily update because it could be a side effect of the Wellbutrin, but it also could be a sign that I simply don’t have enough of the drug in me, yet. I mean, I’ve only taken a total of three pills at this point.
So, my third day is pretty much winding down, but it’s not over yet. It’s only 8:15 p.m.; I still have to walk my girls – senior Collie sisters and psycho bitch GSD (in heat!) AKA as Joplin and bring my young male GSD in for the evening. And Cooper, the male, gets a minimum of thirty minutes of laying on my bed, chewing his chew toy, while I pet and talk exclusively to him. Last night he got a hair over an hour of “Mommy time.” Oh, and tomorrow I’m adding vitamin B12 to my morning regime of medications; my doctor mentioned this vitamin should help me with the lingering fatigue and brain fog, from when I got COVID-19 in early August. I am vaxxed X3, by the way… in case you were wondering.
I think that pretty much covers my day, so I am so outtie….