Compaq

Well, Compaq didn’t call S. He’s been steadily applying all over the place… frankly, I’m getting scared. Add to this stress – last night, I got an email from Mom. She just got home from the hospital  (this was around 11pm or midnight)  after having Don admitted. He apparently had passed out that morning – unknown cause. He was reading the paper, having his morning cup of coffee, when he said he felt nauseous then dizzy… and the next thing he knew, Mom was leaning over him. They’re guessing he was out for about 5 minutes. The MD there is “guessing” he had a reaction to the caffeine… uh, doc? He has a cup of coffee every morning, and has for about the last 40 years! Although I had a weird “feeling” that he should be checked for bug bites – chances are, it was his heart. Last I heard, all tests came back negative…

I still haven’t gotten my October check… S used his truck payment money, to pay the phone bill and buy some groceries for us… dammit, I don’t know what to do. I’m scared.